Im just tired of my life

Ever since i was younger i was bullyed they all said that im useless, stupid, i’ll never find someone to be with etc. and now i beleave it all i ahve tryed to kill myself a couple times be for and i just dont want to be alive anymore im sick of everything i go throught, i have no friends that like to hang out or they just use me for stuff, my mom and my step dad have kicked me out my dad is the only in my family that will even talk to me and im tired of it ALL i just want to die…