I feel like adult life sucks. Just a few years ago I had all the support from my parents. Now I have so many bills, my credit is being destroyed, I work a job I’m unappreciated at. Now my parents find me just a problem. I try to explain how I’m feeling and they are silent. They don’t know what to say. Would they be silent for a friend?
My mother used to be so kind. Now she is cold ice.
What do I have to look forward to? Getting old, being uglier, working more, more pressure, less help.
No one wants to listen. I listened to them.
Now turning to older men for attention and support. What would I do if I weren’t young and attractive? What will I do?
Slipping through the cracks of this system.
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I’m not old…
Maybe I was. Or yet I’m very old but only have lived for 18 years.
There’s an awnser to the system, which is either: Doomsday, World-Wide rebelion. Which is more likely? Welcome to Suicide Project.
Sorry if I’m useless. I’m in a similar situation but worse.
Please be careful. Most if not all older men would likely only use you and offer fake support for their own greedy lusts. You can see what kind of world we live in. Honor and value yourself. Yes. You do that for you. You deserve it. Please never lower yourself to their level. You are young and there is time and hope for you. Your value as an individual is not dependent upon the lowly minds of weak, shallow and thoughtless animals. Go for what is real. There are always a few who will love and respect you unselfishly. Even just one is a blessing well worth waiting for.