I’m so depressed this weekend and I have absolutely no one I can turn to or lean on. My parents just called from Europe where they’re living the next few years. I just want to cry and tell them I’m hurting and I miss them, but they can’t come back, so it won’t do any good. My mother just lost her mother this month. I want to be strong, but I need some human contact, and I’ve lost my friends and family.
So since I can’t tell them I’m hurting, I just act like an asshole, and I act like I don’t want to talk to them. I do, but I’m falling apart on the other end.