Have you ever felt loss?
Like completely losing something or someone?
When everything you cared about was connected to your heartstrings, but it’s being brutally ripped away?
Like you’re being completely isolated from everything worth living for?
Have you ever truly experienced it?
Loss. Honestly I think it’s the worst feeling you could ever imagine.
Your whole body tenses and you just want to scream. And die.
You wake up in hell, and it’s not a dream.
It’s not possible to escape.
It’s fears favorite tool. Complete and utter loss.
You’re afraid you can’t survive on your own and you’re only breathing if your taking artificial happiness.
Your life becomes fake. Artificial.
You are terrified.
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Hi Ascah. I’m so sorry that you’re suffering so much. I haven’t experienced that degree of loss before. I’ve had relatives pass away before like when my grandmother died, but I accepted the loss. I guess when my parents eventually pass away, I will definitely know what you are going through. Please don’t give up.
Wow. That’s just so true. I lost someone when I was 8 years old. I loved them very much, and they died right in front of me. I woke up the next morning smiling, but then the weight that fell on my heart from the realization that it wasn’t a dream just absolutely crushed my heart into tiny pieces. Life just got worse after that. But don’t be like me. Please don’t be like me. Find something to hold onto. Know that they’re in a better place, and they don’t want you to hurt like this. Just find something to smile for, and it will all be okay. I promise.
My life has been one loss after another. I guess the fact that I am here shows I’m not coping too well.