another poor day in paradise

any ways, here again , just thought id try one last time , shame to quote shit here there and every where but things are never going to get better  , its only took 12 years to figure this out – as much vodka and drugs are never going to fix me , just make me feel worse the next day , its not as if i have nothing to live for , i just dont seem to aperciate what i have , strange but true .