At the moment, I’m thinking about the best way to die in order to affect my family in the least way possible. I just don’t want to hurt them. Maybe I should make it look like an accident? My physical and mental state have accepted the fact that I’m finally ready to go and now it’s just calm. 5 days to change my mind. This is it. I need to make a plan and pray for my wellbeing and for others too.
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Yeah I want to not hurt my family but I know it will. I use to be able to suppress my suicidal thoughts by thinking about how it will hurt my family. But lately not even that can stop my want to die. I’m to deep in depression. There’s no going back.
Same here. My family are my everything but this pain is too strong that not even my family are a good enough reason for me to continue living. It’s a horrible, selfish thought (and act) but what can we do?
I can’t wait till it’s over and I’m dead to be perfectly honest with you.
Thank you for replying.
Well i have not to worry about such trivial detail my family they are all dead…But i will do it in best manner possible to keep my inner organs intact..
Any thoughts about methods yet?
I want to leave with self respect and dignity.
Overdosing or carbon monoxide poisoning are my best bets.
Well copper jacketed lead for me..
Is that a painful method?
Do you have an idea of when?
Soon enough..