I am not sure of how ,people speaking about a form on how to kill one’s self. Is anyone listening to this shit. If you want to kill your self then pickup the weapon of choice and use it. That’s if you have the mine set. Just do it. Death is the end to us all, anyway. What different does it make on when your going to die some day. We all know this right , yet we all face that last road block ,you know who I am talking about yeah him. The MAN and his book ,it has been pounded into are brains sense we were born. IT’S THE LAST SIN {SUICIDE }. Here you have the law, for those who take their life in vain shall ripe the wrath of GOD . Now all this being said in the book ,leads you to believe you have no choice but to endure the pain ,the sadness ,the fears of regrets, the pain of lose, the way you have been cast out into the cold like a dog to wander the darkness alone. You plead with him for mercy. Yet your prays are not answered. You turn to ask must I suffer in this world and walk the distance until you call. Will this show you that am worthy of your love and mercy. Are you the all powerful God that has forgiven in your heart ,and that you would spare me the pain and let me rest in your arms in the time of my choosing ,Or would you abandon me because I’ve gone against your LAW. This is a big nut to crack, God and your selves’ reason for taking this path. Who is it that you think will care. Is there anyone that you know of that will understand this . I don’t think so ,Do you even care of what happens to them . when they think of you and what you have done The horror you leave is grief ,anger ,lose but we are human and we as in time will learn to forget. Maybe even forgive. It’s easy for me to think of my weapon of choice, I am just waiting for GOD to answer me, and then we’ll be at peace one way or the other. Iam at the point now, that the last sin is almost behind me. TC
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Another note. They say god won’t put you in place where you don’t belong. Does anyone belong Depressed. Do we belong in this hell when we keep asking to please help us? Do children in Africa belong in poverty? Do children in abusive homes belong there? What about those dying from cancer? People who can’t walk? I can say that there are more good people suffering in woe more than bad vile corrupt people. What is the logic? Why are the good suffering? I can say that most of us here on this site are not bad people. We aren’t perfect but we aren’t evil people. Why do have to suffer daily with no end?
Bah – this is easy … no god, no sin/law that you’re “breaking”. But for argument’s sake lets say it went down as the bible – a man mad collection of hand picked writings that were chosen in a way that the power brokers of the time determined would best allow them to exercise control over the masses, by i digress – suggests … the new covenant between god and man created through the sacrifice of jesus christ is that jesus died for the sins of man and he who accepts jesus as his savior is forgiven for his earthly sins if they are truly repentant … therefore if you are sorry for the sin you intend to commit :::POOF::: forgiven … up ya go, collect your wings and pick a cloud to chill on.
me personally? i don’t buy it but to each his own – where do we go when we die? in the ground – worm food – game over, lights out
Since there’s nothing after, might as well milk life for all you can cuz there ain’t no do overs. got problems, fix em, circumvent them or otherwise put them behind you and move forward to better things that are more enjoyable.
apostle dawg