Game plan….a wish plan

So I know these things to be true…
>I need a concrete game plan to work from…sort of like a “mind map” which tells me the possible outcomes of actions that I could choose from
>I feel as if I am not connected to the world without a purpose for my days
>i have lost my purpose in life since I am no longer someones wife, someones girlfriend, someones mother…. still searching for it though….
>Have come up with a plan for schooling, I wish I had lots of people to encourage me in this new plan for myself, I wish I had someone on my side that could tell me every day that I can do this…that I will succeed in this…that I will be successful in this…that this is a good plan….that I have thought this out well…that this is the best situation that I could have made given the information that I had to work with…that this is going to work out…that this is a positive step in the right direction because I really do not feel that I have any other direction to take……..

At least I am taking a direction, a step forward and still trying to do well!!! I have not ceased to have hope, I am trying, I am working at it, I am hopeful I simply am me, doing the best that I can do with what I have to work with… me, trying, do-ing, hoping, making the effort………………………………………………………………………………….