I have so many life regrets.. I’m only 22 but I regret it all. The way I dealt with everything, all the things I went through, every event and struggle.. I regret it all and I know, I wholeheartedly know that I’ll never get over it until I can go back in time and change it all.. now that’s impossible and it’s a reason why I’m so hopeless because the compilation of events in my life led me to be in the position I am today and i hate it. everything I feel inside stems back from each and every event. I remember and I can’t let go. These repressed feelings, thoughts, memories will kill me.
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makeupboy, i’m only 16 and i have found my 14 year old sister dead after she had hung herself, i don’t go to school because i can’t handle it, and i have no job, or liscense.
i am afraid i will never get anywhere in life, i also can’t sleep at night because i have endless flashbacks of finding my 14 year old sister dead. i know how you feel and im here for you
I’m sorry to hear about your sister but please, you’re just 16 and so young.. I would give anything, anything to be 16 again.. You can choose a future, one that isn’t hopeless or struggling.
If I could be 16 again, I would focus on something.. What is one thing you want to do but you feel like you can’t do it? Start now and when you’re my age you will already have 6 years experience or already on the path towards that hobby or goal. I wish I had practiced my art every day or every weekend and started up my blog and too advantage of being 16 and having the support (at home, roof over my head, no bills to worry about)
– I didn’t do that though.. I was depressed and unhappy. I rebelled. I took drugs and alcohol to escape reality and that did nothing for me.. not in the long run.. I wasted my life by making the wrong decisions.. I let depression and hopelessness overcome me and that’s why I’m in a bad place today.. If I was rational and told myself ‘look, focus on something else, a goal or hobby to better yourself creatively as a person’ thn I could have helped myself..
I regret so much, don’t waste the time you have infront of you right now.. start a hobby, you don’t have to practice or study it every day but something ongoing you can work on.. You’ve got opportunities.. Opportunities I wish I could go back and do right.. I know people say you need to make mistakes in life to learn from them but its better to learn from other people.. It saves you the struggle and emotional torture