My mother is the most rude, annoying, bitchy, stupid, uncaring, unlovable person I’ve ever met. I swear she’s most of the reasons I want to die. It’s like there’s nothing I can do to make her happy. I try so hard to do the best I can, and it’s never enough. Since I moved here seven years I’ve been on all the honor roles, gotten almost all A’s, and never done anything bad but a smoked a couple of joints now and then. And she doesn’t even know about that.
God, I just hate her so much. A child shouldn’t hate their parent this much. It’s unforgivable the feelings she makes me feel. The only way I can think of to never feel this pain, hate, and loathing again is to die. It’s the only way.
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There really is no pleasing some people. No matter what you do, it’s not good enough. My advice to you is to start doing things for yourself instead of to please your mother
I feel ya’ Just stop trying to please others. I was always trying to please everyone. But I realized I was much happier just listening to myself. Try it. Just stop listening to other people. &nd listen to yourself for once.
My mother is the scariest beast I could ever imagine. I have nightmares about her every once in awhile. she tortures me, she disgusts me. She things I´m her possession. I wish I could scream at her, but never dare to. Goddamn it, why did she ever give birth to me? I don´t understand. If I could kill myself in front of her, I think I´d cherish the look in her eyes as all her plans would instantly be falling apart.
You guys should think more about killing mom! Think about it, but don’t act on it. My mother kicked me out of the will, hence I lost whatever financial security I had for my approaching old age. I have not seen or talked to her since. She is dead to me. That is my suggestion, leave as soon as you can and don’t look back. Be independent of her and she can no longer impact your thinking. Some of us get shitty parents who cause us harm and make life more difficult, the opposite of what a parent is supposed to do. There is no law, written or moral, which says we must continue to accept such treatment just because we are someone’s child. Cut the cord as soon as possible, tell her/him how you really feel while walking out the door and never look back. Create a life that you want
I wish I could, but I don’t think I’d be able to make it on my own.
@betrayingtheworld -She makes it that way. It’s all games in her sick little twisted head. Start being more independent first. Take baby steps, so she doesn’t notice. Eventually you’ll change into the person you want to be. At that point you could move out, you could do almost anything!
&nd as always, like everything else that comes out of his mouth… Or computer? Listen to @InTheKeyofE. Lots of things he says (…Or types?) makes sense!