Pushing others away.

It wasn’t long ago that despite how much I denied it, peoples opinions affected me. If your that important in the context of the universe, then if anything going to all the trouble of hating you might actually boost a persons ego. I found that the more I hated myself, the more I expected others to have that sentiment. Now, I’m kindof free, I just wonder around doing my own thing. If I encounter hostility I just smile and skip along on my merry way. I’ll have a beer, smoke a cigarette, watch something on tv and forget about the world. That’s enough for me.