Why am I posting hell if I know but I do have a couple thins im still trying to figure out! After 25 long years of mental depression its tme to make sure I do this the correct way this time. After my last attempt where I ended up on life support for a week after taking 98 bendryl and 48 sudafed pm! I realized going that route does suck!! I know for a fact there is life after death I can tell you to this day where I was and what I saw! Its like I morn for the other side. This world is cold and helpless. I know the biggest fear is for my daughter and family, but I think if they knew the real suffering where death is always on my mind they might understand. I dont think it is selfish at all if anything I think it is one of the biggest things one can do, is to take control of the one thing we all fear death it self! Will I will work on getting the tank this week, work on the rest! I just wish I had someone to pick the stuff up so life inurance could take care of my little girl. Any takers?
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Committing suicide while you still have young children dependent on you is bullshit. You made the choice to have kids, so man up, grow up, and realize it’s no longer about you. If you want to blow your head off once she’s an adult, go right ahead. You have responsibilities now, though, so this isn’t an option. Put your effort into finding answers instead of ruining the future of an innocent child. What a coward.
Will you be able to handle that your child might hate you for your actions?
I’m not saying she will. But I used to have a classmate who’s mom suicided and he did anything except looking up to her. He thought she was a coward :c.
Please don’t… you are here for a reason!