people hate. people want to bring me down. FOR WHO I AM AND HOW I ACT. they say i bring people down. first of all you do not know me so check yourself again. i really wannaa be out of this world. im hopping something will someday do the trick and end up killing me. becuz the only thing stopping me is believing that i might go to hell. i still cut .. its an addiction. you see i cut because i wish i wasnt me. and thats hard to deal with. especially when your arent pretty with a perfect smile. my past is what makes me who i am… and i feel bad for myself. becuz so many people dont like.. me. and its about 8 girls.. idk what to do. other than cut…. cut . Â cut… cut…
he kills me inside tho. it killss. me once someone sees you emotionally naked you feel different……….. he left. he left. a best friend. hahaha not anymore.
i’ve been cutting for 3 years or more i think.
pills? a knife? a rope? a bridge?
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Thats my major fear too. I dont want to be punished for finding a way out of my suffering, I dont want the afterlife to be as bad as life. I know how you feel, people always say Im letting out a bad vibe, I just secrete negativity I guess. The sad part for me is, Ive come so close to dying because of little accidents. At 9 months I almost fell out of a shopping cart and hit my head on the concrete, at 2 I nearly drowned, toss in a couple near-misses with cars and actually getting hit, the world likes giving me a taste of what I cant have.
We’re both still here tonight, and I plan on keeping it that way for now, can you try with me?
You know, we’re both still here tonight, and I plan on keeping it that way for now, can you try with me?
I can understamd cutting, i understand trying to kill myself. I understand, but you. Y O U are meant to be here. You can’t.