just something.

For me It’s been too long.
To long from feeling the rush of the blade while it slides down my wrist splitting the skin.
Too long from helping deal with this.
Too long have I lived and breathed.
Too long have I stopped myself from ending all pain thinking it can get better.
I’ve been thinking for too long about ending it all.
It’s time to take action.
Time to start planning my get away.
Time to start saying my goodbyes.
Time to start telling all those people that they’ve done their part,
They’ve succeeded in making me feel worthless.
Time to start playing life like a game, cause that’s all it really is?