I know that this isnt very important but lately I’ve been over thrown by life and all that comes with it. The money problems? It’s too hard, I’m only in high school.. My parents? They hate each other so much.. It’s not fair they couldn’t be perfect.. My friends? They don’t exist. I lost them. My boyfriend? He dumped me because of my issues.. He’s happy with another girl. And lucky me I get to see them every day. I wish I could care less. I’ve tried, oh have I tried. I care too much. Every little thing eats away at me. When will I become numb and nothing?
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Hi (: have you tried focusing on yourself more? Not downing you or anything but you seem real hung up on these people who probably matter little if any in your actual life?
I’ve had the “care too much” thing most of my life too. It hurts, and I worried that if I stopped, bad things would happen. But I’ve stopped worrying so much about things that are out of my control, and it’s one of the best things I ever did. I agree with Wednesday.