Make me sick

I’ve gotten sick of cutting, well really, I don’t feel like cutting tonight, it’s been feeling less and less painful each night recently,  I need something else to do. So I grabbed an old bottle of pills and started swallowing them, I’ve only had eight, so it’s not like I’m gonna die or anything, but I hope I’ll wake up in pain tomorrow morning, it’s what I deserve anyway. In the meantime, I’ll cut for what little pain it still has to offer.  Night then.