you keep telling me that its all my fault, that i do this all to myself… but do you really think i want to be like this? i would love to be happy… to actually smile and not want to die. But i’m not. and i dont know why. do you think i would be this unhappy if being happy was easy? stop telling me everything i do wrong. I know i fuck everything up, no need to remind me. im trying my best to be happy… but do you know how hard it is to want to die. and do you know what’s even harder than that? wanting to die and having no reason to stay, but still being fucking here.
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i hate to sound cheesy but “there’s a reason why you are still here”. you may think that everything is crashing down, that you have no reason at all to continue to live. i know what thats like. everything will get better. sooner or later you’ll find that reason that’s making you stay. not everything is your fault, we all make mistakes and we have to learn from them. being reminded every day that everything you do is wrong well the only thing you can solve it is by telling that person to shut up and that you’re not the only one who makes mistakes. and ignore that person. no one is perfect darling. if you wanna talk to me here’s my email: noemi_ser12@hotmail.com 🙂