I hold the thick black string around my neck. I stare in  the mirror at my face. It goes from pale, to red, to purplish- gray. I can’t breathe, and it’s peaceful. I don’t know why but for some reason choking myself helps. Even though I could go longer, I stop before I pass out so no one finds out, and I don’t get admitted into a hospital. This is what calms me down, this and cutting. Its messed up, I know.
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The more you do it, it could lead to brain damage. But everyone has their method of escape…
I’m surpised you haven’t passed out. When I’ve done the hanging practice I feel like I’m going to pass out within just a few seconds. But, I guess you are suffocating and I am more cutting off blood flow. Anyway, you should be careful because you can end up dead that way – easily. So, unless you’re certain…