stop crying

im invisible no ones talking to me on Facebook or email or if I phone them im allow whating to sneek out and get some thing to hide the gash that dried up 15 hours to early that ill tech me to do it the long this is all I deserve wayi feel rechid iv hert the person I love the most iv killd my hope an im back on the rode to no were  so if any one has any suggestions on what to do now may it be jump off a bridge or go out and hide aney thing on what to do now if not ill figer some thing out thank you for your time