why? why am i here

Hey, I’m a 16 year old girl, and I hate my life. Why did I have to be put in this world.
So I’m just so fustrated. I want to die. I’m ready to leave but then I keep thinking about my future.
I want to grow up, graduate and be successful, but I can’t live 2 more years of pain
I’m tired of living , I’m tired of living. I feel like if I die all the pain will go away. I won’t have this
Fustration. I don’t have anyone to talk to about these kinds of things so I came here. I just switched schools
Like a couple weeks ago , and I hate this new school. Its hell. Its easier then my old school
But the people there are just so rude. its an alternative school so all the people there are just
Mean and want to fight everybody. I used to be like that but I realized that fighting does not solve
Anything , I’ve learned to walk away from situations. So anyways school is hell. My home is hell. I was
Adopted when I was little so ever since I found that out I do not and will not concider these
People I live with my “family”. I hate everyone. I rather live in a foster home. And I have no friends.
Well I don’t belive in the word friends. I would call them people I associate with. I’ve learned a lot
Since I started highschool. Please help. Comment some fast or easy ways to die . I ready I think. I keep
Having second thoughts. Or how could I get in a foster home with out going to my “mom”
Please help/comment . I’m ready to leave this world . Bye