I just want to talk to someone who understands how I’m feeling. Every evening I get into bed and literally cry myself to sleep. My friends try to talk to me and give me advice but they don’t understand. I tell them that I’m just not happy, that I simply don’t have the energy to get out of the house all of the time. But they don’t understand why, they say that I’m making myself be like this, that I would be happy if I really wanted to. They don’t understand why I say that it isn’t as simple as that.
My other friends seem to have given up without even trying. One of them finally asked what was wrong, apparently for months she had noticed that something wasn’t right, and so I explained to her. I told her everything, that I just was so unhappy, that I don’t think I can keep on going the way that I am, all of that. But now I only hear from her when she wants something, never just to talk to me and see how I am. I just need someone who will understand how I’m feeling and not say that I’m making myself feel this way.
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I think that other people are able to get more out of the life because when they experience the same things it feels so much better for them. I can’t get high on life like them, that’s the problem. No, I don’t think there’s anything anyone can do about it.
That’s perfect Exit to Nowhere I’m the same way. Yeah when we’re depressed I think the grass seems a lil greener for healthy folks.
I am the same exact way. Home in bed is my safe place. People will ask me if i wanna hangout and I’d love to see them and hang, but I’m just comfortable in my own space in bed by myself. It’s hard but if they are your real friends then they’ll understand completely. But keep in mind that everyone will have probably like 2 or 3 real friends and you’ll know who they are when you’re feeling this way and need someone. Because they will be there. The fake ones leave