It’s not like anyone really cared for me. I promised him I wouldn’t cut. I promised him I wouldn’t cry. I promised her I’d stay strong. As everything falls apart I realise that I can’t see any more colour. I can’t notice what they’re trying to tell me. So what if I’m a paranoid schizophrenic? Does it matter? Does it matter if I have social anxiety? Does it matter if I’m different? According to them, yes. It means a world of a difference. Trying to breathe and see through tear filled eyes. I know I feel guilty for cutting. For just breaking that promise. What will he do when I tell him? How will he react? I know I have to tell him. I will. But…
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Of you cut and cry, that’s something you need to worry about. You don’t need to worry about how other people will react. If they can’t accept the way you are or they don’t have the ability to understand that it’s a long road to recovery, then, perhaps you are giving them too much respect. I think this is why the moderators have crossed out your post. Even they don’t agree with it.
I crossed it out myself