Just recently I’ve had these thoughts I’ve felt so empty insistent no one can help me is what I feel I have been through hell and back In my life when I was little I was abused in more ways than one by my biological father and then ever since I’ve gotten older I’ve been made fun of for everything about me I just recently found out my papa has lung cancer and every one in my family hates the one I truly love I am always being bitched at for.things I shouldn’t get yelled at for I take care of a kid that’s not mine an I have no one to talk to about my life because no one understands I truly don’t no what to do I started cutting a little while ago an lately I have been having suicidal thoughts an I can’t let any one whines close to me know this Cuz I would mostlikely be in sooo much trouble I would commit suicide I don’t know what to do anymore………….