The Broken Boy.

I don’t want your help. I appreciate the thought but I don’t want to be helped I don’t want to have to retell my pathetic story. I just want to be left alone in my lies because that’s where I can live a normal life. My smiles may be fake but others smile with me. My Laughter may be forced but it gives others hope. My positive ideals are my own, but they are shrouded in deception. My dreams are false and my mind is shattered. I can’t help it because I have no idea where to begin. I am broken but I only tell you behind a anonymous name. I do not burden those I care for, I will suffer alone as it was meant to be. It is just my fate and I fully accept it. I will not seek solutions anymore, They have only left me with despair and a broken heart. I know this seems silly and I know it doesn’t make sense but this is for the best. People would be put in a uncomfortable and awkward situation if I told them my story, The story of a broken boy that just wanted to smile but was used and abused until he had nothing left!