I am strong
In my weakness
I never tried
To die
Just rarely lived
Fully
It is hard
To accept
That I am weak
Being strong
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Trying to battle
My emotions
I loose the battle
Trying to search for the like
And accept
That I do fail
I win
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And finally,
It is ok for me
To have a nightmare
During the day:
This way
I can face it.