I wanna know what I did so horrible to get such a harf life like this I’m only 17 yrs old I lost my brother & dad to suicide I’m homeless my mom couldn’t care any less about me. It seems like all everyone ever wants to do is hurt & break me down What have I done to get such a hard life? Im terrified or death but it seems like its the only way out of this piece of shit life I have? What is the real meaning of all that I’m being put through cause it isnt to make me stronger. I never knew there could be such a strong & deep feeling of betrayal til my “friend” since tthe 4th grade stole the so called love of my life. I gave him everything I had he was my heart sould my bestfriend! Why did he need to be with her? Why does she need to be with him? How could they do this to me!? like I don’t matter make me feel like I’m just this piece of fucken trash you can just throw away like I don’t have feelings like I’m so type of robot that has no emotions they kmow how much I’ve been through & still continue to hurt me the worst way possible. Â I HAVE NO ONE & NOTHING .
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If you’re terrified of death then don’t even think about doing it, the world is filled with worthless scum such as your “friend” but there are a few good people out there. -hug-
From another persons point of view does it seem like I’m just over reacting or just feeling sorry for myself?
I’m 17 too my friend.
Chatt me if you wish to.
My email is brl.cents@gmail.com
I’ll listen.
Hello Bree
I remember you from a few years ago. I think that the way you feel is perfectly natural in the circumstances. Anyone would feel rejected. However, you can’t control what people say, do and behave. Neither should you deprive them of happiness. People generally put their own happiness before others and you might have to start doing that. The best think to do, is accept the situation and genuinely support them whilst moving on and finding some better friends.