i lost all my TRUST for you

You
know when u really trusted someone and then they say they trust you and all of
a sudden they stop talking to you because of someone else. Honestly I don’t
know what to do anymore. Im getting attacked left, right and center, by this
girl. I trusted him with things that I would never trust anyone with. He played
with my heart and said he was only talking to her because he was trying to be
the good mate. Now I feel like I was used just for his pleasure.but now I feel
down because I really found out who it was attacking me. Ask.fm is the
stupidest thing I have made. I regret making it and now I can never trust that
guy again, nor do I want to.  I feel used
and I feel down in the dumps. Honestly I don’t think I could trust him again,
in all honesty I don’t know what to do and I need to let my feelings run. We
have known each other for a long time and now I feel like shit. Its not fair on
me because its not the first time it had happened. He said he missed talking to
me and said he trusted me and now I feel unwelcome. I asked him to my formal
and now im not sure if I want to go with him, this is a rant and honestly im
cutting again, the stress I am feeling with everything, school, guys and
everyone I don’t know what to do anymore.