to those who all want to end life with suicide

Look,

You should be thankful, you got a chance to live. And everyone must know, nobody ever said that life is easy. I know the feeling of pain and not being loved, or teased by the one you love, problems at home or just a feeling you get out of the blue, that really hurts, that you just want to be in a dark room, nodody knowing where you’re at, no food, or social connection, or lights.. just slowly languishing. To be honest, I’ve thought about suicide a lot. And yes, I’ve hurted myself, with just scratches on my hand, I was just so angry, and I didn’t even know the reason, but afterwards I did realize for what it was, I just couldn’t handle the pain anymore, so I had to do something, and that seemed to be the only reason that helped. I didn’t want to talk to anyone, just wanted to be alone. But see, I’m still here, you know, you gotta move on, show people that you really are strong. You don’t always have to fake a smile, just take a look at the bright side of life. And yes I know, that’s easy said. I still struggle too. Suicide is not always an answer to your problem.. You really gotta think about it before you decide to do it. I just wanna say, I believe everyone has an inner beauty, and keep believing in yourself even in those hard and dark days. Keep repeating ‘I’m srtong so I  move on, I’m strong, so I move on…’  believe me, it hepls. 🙂