Its been a year since I last posted on this announcing my final day on this god forsaken earth. But as you can see it didn’t go quiet as to plan. I took a large dosage of mixed pills, slit my wrists in a cold bath and awaiting my end, only to wake up a few days later in hospital.
That was a year and 2 days ago now. Surely I should have overcome all of it, but the same problems have snuck up to me and more. When I wrote on this first I was nothing but a teenage wreck, living in the bit of life when you discover yourself and don’t like what you see.
Now, my problems have worsened. Aswell as the topics noted in my first post I am now suffering with being an alcoholic, drug abuser and chain smoker. I am overweight and have failed a majority of my GCSES despite high expectations. My parents have thrown me out and I am living on what I can.
I am back here because now the thoughts are back, of ending it, trying it all over again, so I thought id announce my return. Hi.
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Welcome back 👋 there’s a reason you’re still alive
Thing will get better. You are not alone. We all stay here waaiting for hope.