Another night for today.
Shut off the lights and once again I begin to just lay in bed.
I have been turning worse and worse,
More like I used to be
But creating less.
Rejection
Lies
Dead memories
A whole year full of…
Pain.
I had created so much pain for myself
only because I was so blinded by what if felt like;
Love.
I lost who I was
I had to move back to a safer place in my life.
A place that I despised for the longest time.
I hated it only because it took away what I wanted the most
What I desired and thought I desperately needed.
Couldn’t accept the changes