I need really to talk.
I got a whole buch of meds just beside me. I don’t know if it’s enough, but it’s all I got. I got a whole bottle of wine already.
I feel lonely. I’m 33 years old years.Thanks I got already a therapist. Doesn’t help that much.
I’ve been chasing the same guy for two years and half. I’ve met a guy a few days ago who just don’t reply anymore to text messages. Even though he seem very interested.
I met a girl last month. She just told me today I “was a nice person” but she met someone else. It’s rare I got someone interested into me. For multiples reasons. Physical reasons, psychological reasons.
I’ve tried to call my best friend,he’s with his boyfriend, he don’t have time for me.
I don’t want to be this 40 years guy everyone smile at him like they all know he’s going to be alone all his life. I know I will. I don’t want that. At all. I know it’s going to happen.
I just DON’T WANT THAT. Â Some people are okay with it. God blessed them. But I can’t. I just. Can’t.