marvel

Being depressed is all i know.. Being happy is no fun at all, putting on a big grin and singing the ol classic on birthdays isnt no fun too. Dressing all gay and fantabulous with all the colourful nonsuchs draped on isnt no fun to me. I like the depressed part of me. I like hearing people whisper behind me saying all the unpleasants of life about me. It does me much good. I do not entertain the noise and joyous brangz and drangz that is associated with playing children around me. It distracts me from thinking about me. I just like plain dark solitude. Yea i never liked this things before i got depressed but when i did got depressed i realised that there was no such thing as sweet as it. It brings you closer to the real inner you. So even with all my complaints gone. I am still here trying my best to stay depressed