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You sound like you understand a lot…What I get from this post is that you once knew love and really felt it but you don’t feel it at all anymore, and when family members give you love or their feelings of attachment it feels like a heavy burden because you just want to go..you don’t want to be tied down to earth with them, you want freedom. I can relate in some ways. Not in others.

but if you had it once you can always return. i ebb and flow with those feelings. so it’s like you gave up your tenderness to harden up so you could bear life and be there for family but even though you look alive you feel dead now on the inside? sounds like you need to go to the root of your problems, like why you had to numb it. i mean we all get scared when vulnerable but some more than others. i hope you find your light again inf1n1 <3 i'm searching for mine