That you’re going to kill yourself eventually?
Sorry to be gruesome and blunt, I even try to avoid it even though I’m on a suicide forum. haha But I’ve just been curious. We’ve all gotten low though I think some see more hope than others.
For me I’m at about 80%, sadly. Wish it were different but I just highly doubt I’ll ever be able to come to terms with my circumstances.
P.S. it’s thunderstorming right now and I love thunderstorms  🙂
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1 percent.
That’s a beautiful percentage, ifoundmeandyou, are you just here for moral support?
I’m a wild card.
Especially as of late.
A ticking time bomb if you will.
Mind over matter.
99%……
99%
@IFM&Y……1%?……I expected you to say “0%”……1% indicates there is still a chance albeit small but nevertheless still a possibility
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100 percent likely to kill myself if I can find a means. severely disabled and struggling to find an effective way. if I had access to a shotgun I would shoot myself immediately.
I love thunderstorms too, I moved my bed next to the one window in my room just to watch them
1%, 99%, 100%, no one seems too torn haha though I’m sad to see everyone’s about as fed up as I am.
How bout now Lorax?
@PDC They’re so powerful it’s soothing 🙂 I’ve had my curtain drawn back so I see the flashes as I sit here in the dark. It’s passed now tho 🙁
The only time when I can confer a meaningful percentage to that value is the second the bullet enters my brain. At any other point, it’s indeterminate. lol
im gona try my best to contact sumone if there is another side after this
I guess we’ll never know then 😮
I don’t know how to calculate such a thing. There’s always the chance that “the bus” can catch you first, before you plan to catch it.
So anyone who says anything more than 99% is automatically wrong.
Assuming nothing catastrophic occurs, but nothing ever improves… 99%.
If nothing significantly bad happens, but significantly good things happen, that 99% will probably become 50%.
Life will have to surprise me with loads of awesomeness, in order to minimize the likelihood of my chosen exit… and i just don’t see life being awesome enough to surprise me that much. I’m pretty sure all the awesome stuff that was going to happen, already has. From here on out, it’s basically just a war of attrition and a waiting game, to see how long it takes to convince me that enough is enough, and a completely arbitrary test of self, to see just how much misery i can, or will allow myself to tolerate.
Mine storm is still going strong lol the power is flicking on and off it quite funny to watch my family panic lol
Thunderstorms are awesome.
@clevername I wish you all the awesomeness
My dad does precisely what they tell you not to do. He always stands right at the window, front row seat, and oos and ahs. It’s rather endearing. I’ve definitely inherited the thunderstorm gene.
Oh jeeze, I used to camp out on the roof during thunderstorms when I lived in Florida. Camera out, shooting crap video… I didn’t even think it might be a bad idea until I saw the church down the road from my house get struck by lightning. Then I was like, “Oooohh, that’s why nobody else does this… Hmm….”
99%