I have a rare genetical disease that’s making me blind. I can hardly see anymore. It’s so difficult to write this post. The disease has also affected my muscles and nervous system. I’m wheelchair bound and I’m getting weaker day by day. I lost my job and my fiancee, she left me. I’m just 33 yrs and I wanted so much from life. But God has left me all alone. The doctor says I won’t ever get better. I’m going to die from either heart failure or breathing failure or failure of the liver/kidney. I don’t want to die in so much suffering. I want to die while I still have dignity. Please someone help me kill myself painlessly.
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@anuragraj46
Okay I`m just going to say this, I`m sorry.
I`m sorry you feel this way, I sorry all this stuff happened to you, but I`m telling you now. There is an age difference about 17 years. This is ridiculous, where`s your dignity?
Why do you want to kill yourself, all you`re doing is quitting life.
Okay before I go on let me explain half of my story. I have been called names since I was four years old, I have hung myself, starved myself, and strangled myself so many times it`s not funny. Death has no mercy on you, but God does. You try to kill yourself He`ll try his best to save you. I was saved but I stabbed God in the back by cursing myself. You`ll go blind, your fiancee left you, you`re in a wheelchair. And guess what I have a disease to the point I might not have kids, and I`m at the highest risk of diabetes it`s no joke. I can die any day of the week if I wanted to but I don`t. I`ve seen death, I`ve seen Hell, they`re both not pretty and not funny. Why do you want to kill yourself now? Were you happy before all this mess happened? All I want to know is why. Why?
I hear you but my friend the only ones who can help you is someone close to you.
God never left you alone, god was never there to begin with because he’s not real. Only now you are beginning to realize this.
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^^^ put that in with no spaces, if you’re terminally ill or old enough and you have the funds to do so, you can die with dignity in some countries that allow it. If you’re in the U.S., Oregon and Washington allow assisted suicide. I believe northern territories of Australia do. Sweden… wherever you happen to be. I hope you get what you wish for.
will the jesus phreaks get out of here! they are really sick! they come here to exploit the desperate situation of people to pour their ridiculous imaginations on people, instead of getting down to human, they start talking about imaginary entities completely absurd. shut the phuck up the jesus phreaks.
@anuragraj46
I am distraught and awful sorry for your situation. With regards to your “girlfriend” that was not a girlfriend but a real ***** because no real woman leaves a man who has sunk into such a situation. On the contrary, mor reason to stay with him.
Are you absolutely certain that your condition is irrecoverable? what disease is that?
u still around *question mark* sorry but the question mark key isn’t working on my keyboard….if you see this msg please get back to me, i’d like to be ur friend….