I’m really sick. My throat hurts like hell and my lungs close up making it hard to breath. I live alone and none of my parents ever text me to see if I need something. All they care about is me passing all my subjects at university. I’m a human being, I have feelings and I’m not perfect. I started talking to a boy, but after some days passed, he lost interest in me and stopped texting me. Again, all alone. And I wonder, why me, God? Why do people waste my time like that? Why do my parents forget about me? I hope I don’t make it from tonight. I hope my lungs close up completely because I don’t want to live like this. I don’t want to live all alone and in pain. I want it to end already, stop punishing me God, please.
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What are you going to university for? Do you like it? I mean, do you WANT to study what you’re studying?
Yes, of course I do.
Then at least you have that. and a future career. 🙂
Things will get worse before they get better, but they will get better. Not winning the lottery better, but it will be a step up from where you are now. Just let things settle into place. Soup, warm blanket, sleep… give yourself the tlc you wish you were getting from outside sources. Or, find outside sources. *shrugs*