I wake up fine, tired but with an okay attitude to life. But as the day goes on I just get sadder and sadder. I find it so hard to communicate with new people, even people I see everyday. I have so many anger spurts, it feels as if my brain suddenly clicks and queues tears. I don’t often shout at people, even my parents, (I’m too shy for that) but I get snappy and agitated. I feel as if I am holding back tears all the time recently, and this just makes me so tired. I struggle to have the motivation to do anything- I just don’t see the point anymore. I think about suicide on and off, but I’m too scared and shy even to do that- it would just draw attention.
I’m just so tired of living.
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How old are you? Do you know that if you are a teenager that hormones play a huge part in this. These moods. I hate to sound so casual about it but it will change and it will get better. Promise. Don’t even think about doing anything to hurt yourself. It would kill your parents. Take care.
Juliemcc ty for replying to my post
I’m 16 which I know is young but I’ve felt like this for about 2 years now. I read everywhere that it’s likely to just be hormones but it’s been going on for so long that I just don’t know. I also don’t know if I’m just exaggerating everything that I feel so I really don’t want to tell my family how I feel. My parent’s are the main thing stopping me, I don’t want to hurt them. Thank you for replying, it means a lot
Saraa if u need to talk plz email me marianna_vizakos@hotmail.com
You’re such a sweet person, in a way i can just feel that.
And i have to say.. i feel you. I get you. I get this feeling.
I hate feeling the way that i feel, because i know how much it hurts my parents.. but i just can’t stop. I can’t. My mind is like a battlefield, and i don’t know what to do.