Why am I here? Is probably the question I’ve asked myself everday since I was nine years old I hated myself the way I looked and I thought that my parents hated me. I still think they do. My mom just yells at me so much and I can’t help but yell back. My therapist says all of this has led to depression and anxiety and I should try to build a relationship with my mother but I can’t help sleeping until 11 pm googling ways to kill my myself because if I ever decide to do it I want to do it right.
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You’re here because your parents decided to do fuck each other.
Nonetheless, I know what you mean. Look at the bright side: you don’t have to bring in any more kids to suffer with the same questions that you have.
LOL @ depressednihilist95
I guess, I would just say… in regards to “building” a relationship with your mom… don’t worry about it. Wait until you’ve cooled off. Figure out what will help you and make you feel better. THEN try and build a relationship.
I didn’t know why I was here the first 40 years of my life I wanted to die everyday. But one day it all change for me .If you want to chat more contact me.
I don’t even talk with my mother anymore. I just can’t. She brings out so much negativity in me. You don’t have no build any relationships You don’t want to build. It’s not good to be “without parents” but sometimes it’s better to be alone than pretend that everything is okay. I probably don’t give You any good advice, but… It just that it works for me. Free Yourself.