A little story

This is a little story i had which was my dream…

A girl is sitting in her room. It’s almost that time of the year again… She starts crying, checks the time, sends a message to all her friends and her boyfriend. She gets up, takes her phone with her and goes down wearing a fake smile telling her mom she is going out for a bit. She runs out forgetting her jacket into the rain and starts the walk to the train. Her phone is going crazy with messages from her friends but especially her boyfriend. She arrives at the train station and checks the clock seeing the next train is coming in 4 minutes. She thinks to herself “it takes 5 minutes for my boyfriend to run here…” She reads over the text she had sent everyone which she’d been preparing for so long. It says “hi my friends, if you got this text it’s because I trust you along with the others I sent this. I’m sorry but… It’s that time of year again. I won’t be coming back to school this year. It’s too hard. I’ve arrived at my last stop… I’m sorry for keeping everything hidden and I love you all. Goodbye <3” She read the text from her friend. “Where are you going to go? I thought you had so many plans for when you were done with school!” Oh how naive she was… She opened the next text from her best friend “hey! You promised you’d help me! Why can’t you come? Where are you going? Call me!” Oh yeah… The girl was supposed to help her friend with the bake sale, too late now… She opens the text of her boyfriend noticing there are 20 in just those short 4 minutes it took her to walk to the station, she opens the first one “wherever you go, I go. Where you wanna meet?” Second one “babe? Come on. Message me back” third “I’m a bit worried now, where are you going!?” The last text “tell me where you are!! I’m coming right now!!!” The girl looks up seeing that the train had already come and gone and the next one comes in 10 minutes. The girl is dripping wet where she stood in the rain, shielding her phone from the water. She finally decides to text to her boyfriend saying “I’m at the train station, I love you but this is goodbye…” As she walks towards the edge of the platform she puts her phone away which plays her and her boyfriends song indicating that he was calling her. She ignored it and just listened to the song “our song…”. Looking up at the board she sees it’s only 3 minutes left for the train to come. She decides to hop down onto the tracks, she takes out her phone, takes a picture of herself smiling a genuine smile for the first time in years and sends it to all her friends and family. She looks up as she hears the dinging that the train will be arriving soon. She quickly sends a text to her boyfriend “I love you”. Then she looks through the pictures in her phone. All the good moments, her family, her pets, her friends, her boyfriend, paintings, forests, the sea, the houses where she’d lived and where her family members live, each and every one. Tears start to trickle down her cheeks. “I’m going to miss you all…” She looks up seeing the train in the distance then hears her boyfriend yelling her name in distress. She looks over at him all the way at the other side of the train station from her. He starts running as fast as he can but the train is already rushing towards her.

i don’t know if I died or if my boyfriend saved me in the nick of time or if he jumped down to die with me, all I know is that I almost did do everything that happened in this dream and scared my best friend quite badly when I did.