One final thought

I used to be a ravenous writer. Lyrics, music, poetry, useless dribble – I write when I allow my feelings to flow. But not anymore.

I now bottle up my feelings and hide them away. Does anyone know how terrible a poison that is? It makes you sick. Physically, mentally and in ways no one can predict. It’s the fastest way to enable your psyche to kill your body. I know – I am living proof of this. I’m not saying I can change that; I have tried so hard to become healthy again but I am powerless to do so.

There was a person that triggered this in me. And if there is any thought I would leave you all with this New Year it is this – Never allow anyone to have so much power over you. No matter how much you want them, no matter how much you need them, no matter how much you love them. Never, ever give your soul away – not to anyone. You may never be strong enough again to get it back.

I wish you all a better New Year and most of all I hope that you will want to have a better New Year.

-peace