I’ve thought about suicide a lot of times, but never actually tried to do it. Things get worse and worse every day, and not even going to talk about my luck, I always have shitty luck, everything bad always has to happen to me, meanwhile others get all the great stuff… Example: 1 out of 10,000 box is bad, and I had to choose one, I’d probably get the ‘bad’ one…
My grades get shittier every day, I don’t get sleep, and there is a girl I REALLY like, every time I start making progress with her, some other fucking cunts go there, and steal her, (talking to her, etc.) it’s just same shit every day and it gets worser. Everyone thinks I am a dumb shit, I get bullied quite often, no one gives a fuck what happens to me, no one would actually show up to my funeral anyways…
Every time I try to do something really nice to others, it turns x2 shit back to me, I just make every situation worser, I got no talent, I am just fucking useless… I always try to do something nice to others, but they don’t give a fuck, and do shit to me, no one likes to take me in group works, even fucking teachers make fun of me. My life is just a fuck up. I am really awkward socially, I have shitty jokes and such…
Every time I think I need to go on, and there is always light on the end of the tunnel, yeah right, fucking right… things just get shittier EVERY FUCKING DAY. Every time I am in a bad situation, no one fucking gives a shit about me, but I help them. I SHOULD JUST FUCKING STOP HELPING EVERY ONE AND JUST BEING THE ‘NICE’ GUY, I always keep my calm when someone punches me or something… Every time something shitty happens, everyone blames me!
You’ll probably just think I am a coward loser… yeah idgaf if I am. That’s just who I am.
Well, I am REALLY sorry just for being the ‘nice’ guy who tries to make things better, so sorry that jerks who just bully everyone and are really selfish are much cooler than me. Sorry I am just ‘that guy’.
I am just fucking tired of being pushed around, and I really don’t find a point in my life to move on.
I don’t really care anymore, humanity is doomed, we’ll have a world full of idiots who are just too fucking selfish, just fucking do shit to others, they don’t even give a fucking shit if they bully others, they just think they are fucking cool by doing it. People just use others to make their life better.
FML
It’s just FUCKING HARD to keep my calm every day, every time I wake up, it’s just a worser, darker day than the one before, and I just have to accept that fact that I am just ‘that loser’.
There are those rich people and normal people out there, that are nice, who donate and help kids in need, but meanwhile there are those fucking selfish cunts out there, who have millions of dollars, what do they do with it? Buy a fucking Ferrari or something, why? BECAUSE THE WANT TO LOOK BETTER THAN OTHERS, AND WANT TOÂ SHOW OFF. WHAT DO YOU GET WITH A FERRARI? WE ALL HAVE A SPEED LIMIT IN TRAFFIC. WITH THAT AMOUNT OF MONEY YOU COULD ATLEAST FUCKING HELP FEED CHILDREN IN NEED, CURE SOME KID’S DISEASE. BUT NO, YOU JUST HAVE TO BE THE SHOW OFF DUDE.
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I never thought in my life that I would ever hear another human that feels the exact same way I do. People are selfish idiots that only care about themselves. Unfortunately we live in a world where the ” nice guy ” always finishes last and people only want to talk to nice people when they need or want something from them. It freaking sucks. If you need someone to talk to you can email me at anaisegalimore@gmail.com because I understand completely what it is like.
I never thought in my life that I would ever hear another human that feels the exact same way I do. People are selfish idiots that only care about themselves. Unfortunately we live in a world where the ” nice guy ” always finishes last and people only want to talk to nice people when they need or want something from them. It freaking sucks. If you need someone to talk to you can email me at anaisegalimore@gmail.com because I understand completely what it is like.