So last week, I’ve been cutting free, didn’t cut for a week (meanwhile I did relapsed several times since tuesday). It wasn’t my intention to stop cutting or so, but it just happened. I just didn’t cut for a week, because I didn’t had the energy for it. I was so depressed, I ate almost nothing, slept a lot, but I was really tired, and I felt so miserable, that I was too depressed to pick up that blade and go cut myself. So I didn’t for a week. Although I didn’t cut, I did scrathed myself (which looks horrible now) and I starved myself. I’m not proud of the fact I didn’t cut one week (which is my.longest) and I really hope that I’ll soon feel better, ’cause I can’t take this any longer I’m afraid :'(
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Dont keep cutting ur wrist.. ur scars will be there forever for u… even when u get better from ur depression. U will hate the way people look at u in the future… so try not to cut urself..
If u really wanna cut urself.. cut some other part where people cant see.. like ur butt? Who’s gonna take off ur under wear to check the scars other than ur future husband or wife. But that’s ridiculous too.
I have a friend who got bullied by his friends before… he started cutting his wrist… its been two years.. scars r still there… he wears long shirt even in summer time cuz he doesn’t like the way people look at him.
I don’t really cut my wrists or so, more my forearm, so also my wrist sometimes. But I also cut on other places, such as my hips, right there at the part your bikini bottom usually covers. But the fact is, i also don’t want to cut on my arm, because of all the visible scars, and with summer and shit. But cutting on my arm feels so much better than cutting somewhere else. Maybe you can’t imagine, but for me it is. It’s not really easy for me to cut in another place, because it doesn’t give the same or better feeling as cutting in.my arm.