I am one of those people who feel good when I cut and injure myself. I have done this for many years and have Gotten so good at hiding it. I can’t stop doing it. It’s
Like I need it to feel. I just don’t cut anymore, I now slice my flesh off. I know I’m not alone doing this type of thing to my self but I bet I have been doing it longer than most on here. Lol
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How does it feel good to you? I’m curious? I used to dig a bowie knife into my arm but It was boring to me, the pain was just pain. I think might be due to the fact I live far from reality. Lol
Use sushi knife next time. U will feel greater than ever before.
Its seeing the blood that is really soothing. And i won’t get into a “pissing contest” about who’s been doing it longer Dax ;).
I don’t understand ppl doing areas that are easily visable……its such a private thing…..any thoughts on this?
I think arms and legs are more accessible but there are some people who do cut in more visible areas so someone can notice and give them the attention they want and need. Kinda like a outward cry for help. I do not mean to offend but people who cut in incospicous areas I think are the ones I worry bout the most. They are the people who hurt but are not parading their cuts like badges of depression. They tend to be the ones with more serious mental health issues because they are the ones willing to hide it from everyone. All self harm should be taken seriously and the cutter should never be treated as childish because there is a deep root problem that allows them to mutilate their body.
I only cut out of curiosity though and more a less to test my perception of reality.
I only cut where nobody can see(except perhaps when i was naked *blush*) but always thought of it more because i want ppl to leave me alone about it, or worry. And then its my little secret too…..makes me feel stronger.
“They tend to be the ones with more serious mental health issues because they are the ones willing to hide it from everyone.”
-Well now I feel like a dumb fuck. Only my physician could see where I mutilate or if I allowed a person near my nether regions. But you’re right I am considered severely emotionally disabled/disturbed, well at least by the government that issues my health insurance.
I also think that many of you would be surprised at the number of people who actually mutilate themselves secretly.
@ jj. If you are a “disturbed dumbfuck”, then i’m a “disturbed dumbfuck” too…..so at least there’s two of us 😉 .i raise a few eyebrows in my bikini…..but fuck the rest of the world. I once had someone ask when they were visible. Looked the idiot straight in the eye n said “sometimes i cut myself with a razor, usually when i’m upset” .she stood staring at me slack jawed for a good 30sec before stammering” oh”. Heehee…..
LostnBroken and JJ, I didn’t mean to make you feel like a “dumbfuck” or anyone feel bad in that particular matter. I just trying to say that people who hide may be hiding more than cuts as to someone who makes them visible. I do not think people who cut are in anyway bad people nor do I think negatively. I’m sorry if was able to communicate my feelings correctly and I’m sorry if it offended anyone. I didn’t mean to make anyone feel bad or anything related.
I mean “not communicate my feelings correctly”.
@LnB: lol. Perfect response to the gawker. That’s one of those moments when “brutally honest” works out nicely.
I think the reason why some people cut in visible places, is simply the fact that it’s nicer to cut on that spot, because it’s other flesh. So they can cut easilier deeper on that spot, or it will bleed more, or it hirts more. That’s my own experience, I cut on my feet, forearms, upperarm (is that correct english??), chest, belly and hips. But somehow, I really like my forearms, because I can easily cut deep there, and it bleeds really well, and it hurts really much, but I really don’t like the fact that it’s such an visible place, and I’m really doing my best to hide it for everyone, but the feeling I get from two cuts on my hip, I can compare to one on my arm/wrist. So that’s my explanation for why people cut in visible places.