I don’t know if anybody cares, but clearly by the poetry I’ve written I have issues. Nobody cared to comment, so I guess I’m not cared about at all. I have been told to go die in a hole my sister, my dad has told me that EVERYTHING is my fault, and we won’t even get started on my mom. My family is not abusive in anyway. Just verbally when they’re mad. I have ADD and insomnia. I’m a good kid. I don’t get in trouble. I love God. But for some reason, every time I close my eyes I see the evil that I have done. And regret. I hate myself. I have tried to kill myself by overdose. IT WON’T WORK. I took like 20 ibuprofen, 20 aspirin,3 sleeping pills, and so on. Not all at the same time. I’ve cut myself. Not deep just the edge. I masturbate when I’m stressed or pissed. I don’t know what to do. I mean, I could literally walk in the garage and put a pistol to my head, but I don’t want to scare my parent’s like that. I think I used to play kissing games with my sister when we were little. I saw my dad’s disgusting porno mag when I was 9. I hate myself. HELP! I’ll give more info if I get comments.
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Umm, I haven’t seen your poems here and often I don’t comment on poem because I don’t know what words to use
usually poems are beautiful but like I said I often skip them. Hmm
Hey don’t think of all the mistakes, we all do lots lots lots of them. What about all the good things? Things you are good at?
Anyways, not everything is your fault. Surely not. Or okay of course it was huge mistake of me too to be born but hey that doesn’t mean we are now killing ourselves. I think if your family is verbally abusive then hey, it’s not you, is it. It’s them.
And if you can’t really stand them, then sometime and you can live with someone else? Or alone?
Don’t hate yourself, deep inside you know you are awesome
i like your poetry. its kind of.. dark and heavy. your username reminds me of a book about ‘love songs of the dark lord’.