dear friends, yesterday was very bad ,bad today is even worse.everytime im outside i feel like sinking in that sea of sadness ,im such a tiny creation in a huge world ,and in the middle of the crowd i walk alone witha noticable weary face
sometimes while im walking my tears would be falling down and i cant hold them from falling ,but i become so afread from other people s looks ,because i have always wished to be strong ,carefree and self confident ,i never understand why i cant acheive that .this is not the only thing i question myself about everyday .i dunno why i have to live if im not able to ,i dont even know what is the reason for my so long existing even when my everyday prayer is to move to the next Life ,,,,,,,in other words im not feeling allright ,,,,,,not feeling allright at all .
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I know right and the worst part is no one asks what wrong….just be mean protect yourself and remember all those people who weren’t there for you when you get better…and treat them the same or be nice to them and stay humble but every now and then remind them and teat them like shit
It’s the same for me, a mortal feeling.. let’s be strong..
tahnk u for ur replies ,actually i cant be mean cus im so weak and im really falling apart
‘And when I say ‘be strong’, I mean it’s ok to be weak as well’
im weak! ^^
Everyone has their own weaknesses my friend. Some people just let their thoughts and states of emotion to control their every day lives, which is a bad thing. I have a similar problem, I dislike being around people because i feel like they look down upon me and sometimes i swell up with anger when i see people laughing at me or talking behind my back. I give everything i can to help others but receive little to nothing when i need help from others. I’ve grown to realize that your value isnt based on what others see you as, it’s what you’ve accpmplished in your life that gives you value as an individual. What is one thing you enjoy doing or are really good at? Whatever it may be, you should make a hobby out of it. For example, i enjoy letting out all my feelings by writing down songs and making music. I take my guitar with me wherever i go because it helps me feel at peace wherever im at.
at least u have a hobby