its seemed like an non ending illusion ,once i opened my eyes i realized that all what was before ,was nothing but a wrong conception ,i chose to suffer and let my my soul and all these false ideas to consume on my spirit .
it took me like four years to know where am i heading to ,four years of hurting and blaming myself for things i didnt do
but now i think its the time for me to end it ,and make a decesion ,which is like this :
becaus i i ll find release when Death comes to take me someday not very far,,,,,,,, ,i have to live till that time arrive .
i hope everyone els on the suicide project to think deeply and make it clear .find Peace !
my regards to u all <3
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Thinking positive helps. I just hate pretending to be an emotionless robot all the time because i’m constantly faking happiness. Good luck to you!
becaus im just trying to erase the suicide and death feelings ,im not happy though
Every day feels like a fight when we have to live like this. Constantly fight with yourself. It’s an inner struggle everday. Wouldn’t it be amazing to just feel peace for awhile? I’m glad you’re trying though. Gotta keep it up. 🙂