I’ve lost all that I ever needed, I always end up feeling cheated

the frost of frozen thoughts do stay

where hidden creatures tend to lay

among the canyons of my brain

where ice has festered in my veins

 

this vacancy begins to curl

and thoughts begin to twist and swirl

where heat and fire once had burned

but nothing ever lasts I’ve learned

 

how could you be lost again?

I wonder just how long its been

I bet youre fleeing, running fast

and making sure its me you pass

 

my hearts a bowl of pain and glass

where emptiness has now amassed

carved hollow from the thought of you

but you never even had a clue

 

shes left, she’s gone, she’s far away

but I know it’s always been this way

should I follow you out there?

I want to, but I don’t know where

 

I drink away the day and night

to forget about your lasting flight

but I know this vodka cant erase

the pain of this forsaken chase

 

the rainbows fade to skeletons

and sadness seems to always win

since youve gone and run away

darkness doesnt leave my day

 

I miss you now and always will

the hollow of my heart wont fill

to know Im shut out from your life

has stabbed me like a rusty knife

 

It’s not your fault I’m feeling this

it’s not your fault it’s you I miss

perhaps a God is laughing now

pleased to see me broken down

 

I hope you’ve traveled wide and far

To where you want from where you are

I hope you’ve found what you left for

that would bring me joy and more

 

I remember all the things we did

and all the memories Ive hid

to play these games I always choose

so I shouldnt wonder why I lose