It’s one of those mornings that you wake up. Wake up numb. Numb and empty. I can’t even make sense of my thoughts right now, because there are none, but, at the same time, too many things are rushing through my head.
I feel nothing, I feel loneliness, I hate myself for missing him like this. The numbness stabbing at my heart. He’s done enough, don’t be stupid.
I woke up with that feeling of knowing that your voice might break if someone makes you talk right now. But I don’t want them to know I’m dying little by little inside, fear and insecurity taking over me.
Stare out the window, wonder, hurt.
Feeling empty,
PURPLEPAIN
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I’m also missing someone like that right now… couldn’t describe it better, i’d give you a hug if i could (don’t ask me why, just came to my mind), hope your day goes better than how it started
thanks, I could use a hug, hope your day goes well too, we deserve it
🙂