I feel so lost.. So empty.
Everyone I talk to.. they disappear.
My thoughts are filled of suicide and selfharm thoughts.
All I do is disappoint my family….
And myself.
I hate myself more than people hate me, which is a lot..
Sometimes, I think about dying…
And I might do it.
I might end my life
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I know how you feel, because I feel the same way as you do. I find comfort in the fact that I will be dead some day anyways (like it or not) and I will be finally at peace. Too bad that day is so far away from me.
Why do you assume people hate you ? I’m sure many people don’t hate you. I don’t hate you.
I feel the same way, suicide thoughts constantly I’ve attempted and self harm as well. Ive had these thoughts way to long, when will they go away? I’m young and have to much pain to endure if they dont go away. I fear if it gets worse I may be in mental hospital forever.
Well, most people dissapear from your life besides family (at least in my experience), i even consider myself for dissapearing out of some people’s lifes without explanation, out of 31 years, the longest someone has “lasted” in my life (friend) has been 8 years… but that is just 1 person out of… i don’t know how many have passed through my life,lol.
That doesn’t mean they hate you tho, circumstances and difference in interests, even time, just split people apart. That is no reason to take your own life tho… more people will come to your life and some might stay because they like the real you.
The thoughts can kiss my ass, ill fucken fight em forever if I have too. I have people who love me and I love them, so fuck off or keep fucking I dont care