My name is Justin Smith. I live in Lexington, KY. I am 26. Talking with everyone here has been truly uplifting. You are all so awesome in your each and individual ways. I had the privilege getting to know a few of you and got to share thoughts with a lot of you. Thank you for that. I am at piece with this. Not all situations can be fixed, nor are all situations worth holding onto after broken. My life is broken. My heart is broken. I would not say my mind is broken, but my spirit is broken and my will is broken. There are patches but no actual fixes for these broken things. And it is not worth holding onto them broken any longer. I couldn’t help but to find myself wandering about what people look like. I am usually a bit careful about just throwing pictures of me out there and personal information. But in this scenario it won’t matter I guess. Here is a picture of me. This list will be removed shortly when I post my suicide note,so it’s just for whoever right now.
Take care everyone. Live everyday you have left like it’s your last and end with no regrets.
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looking good.
Stud muffin. ☆
Hell man, you’re the splitting image of this guy I knew in the army. Holy shit…you look exactly like Corporal D! I don’t trust the look that Mossy is giving me though 🙂
You fought well, you fought hard and you connected with others in your situation. I’d say you did an outstanding job with the time that you had. I wish I could’ve done more, so it is with life in general. As I’ve already said; I bid you well wih your last huz-ahh.
No regrets.
is oni your fav character from street fighter?
Hi. Greetings (or should it be farewell) from Malaysia. I feel that you have really tried. As for me, life began to shake and crumble bit by bit starting from when I was about 16, and I can calmly and exasperatedly say that it has been my fault, both consciously and unconsciously. I will be 22 this June 2014, I lost my mother to heart complications August last year, and I am an only child who’s never met my father. So. The things I regret most are not taking enough pictures of my mother, and (still) wasting all the efforts she ever exerted for me. I tried again and again and still went back to my destructive way. I am a Muslim girl, and in Islam killing yourself earns you hell for eternity. I have faith in the religion, but even if I don’t I doubt I would actually take my own life. Because I’m a coward (:
I see pain in your eyes, your expression. You have a nice smile (:
I see the pain in your eyes.
You have only shown, during you time on SP, that you are such a caring and wonderful person. You have tried helping and giving people light even when you were falling to your own darkness. All you ever did was help and defend the people who couldnt help or defend themselves.
I just want to know your presence on SP and in life will be missed Justin. You are a really wonderful soul.
Justin, I too will miss you greatly. You gave me a great amount of your limited time you had left on this earth. I appreciate you responding to all my questions and comments. I would of only wanted you to find the repair you so needed in this world.
The internet is too slow down here to put your face to your name but if our paths cross in a better place, maybe we will get to know each other again.
I wish that I could’ve gotten to know you. Not that I could’ve made a difference but you seem Luke a genuinely good soul. I hope , whatever you do, that you find peace.
I wish I could have gotten to know you, you seemed like a very thoughtful person.
I hope you discover the peace that for you, and many of us, are hoping to find one day.
May you embrace it with courage and love.
Thank you for all you have shared to us.